📝 Daily Log – Difficulty
It has been difficult to keep up with this. As I lost interest on the last project, it has been difficult to get back on track. I also have somewhat given up on this because I was doing other things, and I have been playing games daily. However, I realized today that gaming brought me happiness when I was a kid, but now it only brings me sadness. Specially the kind of games I play, hyper-competitive, where if you are not a top player, your fellow players get toxic towards you. Playing normal games it's still fine, but I don't think I will ever play one of the competitive ones again. It's just too draining. I found myself shouting back at someone... I don't want that to happen ever again.
The journey is not dead, but it has taken a huge pause. I will be traveling in 2 weeks, as my trip was postponed, but I want to start and finish something simple before than. I want to start shipping. I was a video today that Jon Yongfook made that inspired me to get going again. As he says in the video I should do something that I would enjoy doing, and something that possibly solves a problem of mine. So I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet. Was thinking something related to travel, but not really sure yet.
I've also taken on a normal full-time job that starts on the 30th of May, so let's see how this goes. I have a long runway to do anything I want in life right now, and probably for a few years, I don't have the necessity for the job, but it's just something to keep me doing what I want to do professionally, and not keep burning through my money. I quite enjoy what that company is about, so that's why I decided to join.